A momentary Lapse of Memory

Write about me, what was there in nothingness, countless hours wasted, sometimes a passenger shows you something you are intrigued, you lie in doom waiting for nothing oh do you! For your destination. Travel fascinates me, a routine one even more. We just lie there in somewhere, dark neither knowing nor caring, and yet somehow continue with that, what drives you to go there sometimes you are lucky enough to just dive out of those misery hours of travel just to anticipate in what lies ahead. A first day of job perhaps, sometimes you don't realise that it just flew by maybe you had an exam that day or you were sitting by someone, yes special treats what about other days. what about that day when you know everything is going to be same, yes nothing is going to be different, how do you accept it then when you know it’s like this only, what's the purpose of that how do you overcome that nervousness, don't you get uneasy, don't you feel body fluid running up to the throat. You do feel that, don't you that lightness of head when suddenly all things loses their purpose, you no longer care for surroundings, crave for a seat, don't take out your cells what do you call that, you know what I call that 'A momentary Lapse of Memory'.